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Sunday, September 30, 2012

Out of Focus

I have been noticing something over the past year that makes me a little irritated.  When I look at a book I find myself having to hold it further away so I can actually see the letters.  Trying to read information on medicine bottles has become very difficult.  Then one day I was trying to read some numbers on an insurance card that was surely written in the smallest type size ever!  I get frustrated in these situations when I can't get my eyes to focus.  Unfortunately, my vision has never been good.  Being horribly near-sighted has always kept me in glasses or contacts.  But now the optometrist has started to talk about bifocals.  UUGGHH!  I resist getting them.  Surely, I'm not old enough for those?!?!

When I think about this I am reminded that there are ways we get out of focus in our spiritual lives, too.  I will be the first to admit that I have been feeling this way lately.  Over the past three weeks I have struggled with this feeling. I have not been at church for three weeks and my devotional time has been lukewarm.  I have found it hard to concentrate and my last blog post was three weeks ago.  I have been feeling out of focus.  It's an uncomfortable feeling and it leaves me a little irritable just like the issue with my eyes!  This is when I know it is time to put myself at arms length just like my books and take a look at myself in a focused way.  This is what I have discovered and some "prescriptions" to help you get back in focus.

It is very easy to fall into keeping yourself "busy" with all kinds of things the world has to offer.  As I looked over the past three weeks trying to figure out why I was feeling this way I was appalled at the amount of time I had spent on the computer doing things like watching shows on Netflix, reading posts on Facebook, checking e-mail, pinning on Pinterest, and just surfing the Net.  I don't consider any of these to be horrible activities but what I found is that I had gone overboard with the amount of time spent there.  Plus, while doing these things I was not having a lot of interaction with my family and friends.  That is a problem.  We learn from Paul in his first letter to the Corinthians that some are confused about what they can and cannot do in certain situations in the early church.  This is what he said, “I have the right to do anything,” you say—but not everything is beneficial. “I have the right to do anything”—but not everything is constructive.  (1 Corinthians 10:23)  We have to think carefully about the activities we do each day.

I believe very strongly that going to church every Sunday is not the key to getting into heaven or the thing that makes you have a strong relationship with God.  I know people who are in church every week but never live their life outside those walls in a Christian manner.  I find, though, that when I attend worship services regularly it builds me up for real life out in the trenches.  I feel a fellowship with those around me when I am there.  I get to sing praises to the one who redeemed me and I can be reminded of what God says to us in his Word.  Some days I am comforted and some days I am challenged.  It's easy to get caught up in "I'll just go next week..." and then find that several weeks have passed and soon not going becomes a hard habit to break. Sometimes I long for the days of the early Christians who met together daily.  We are lucky in this day and age to have options to help us out when we do miss a day of church though.  I like to listen to   Christian radio.  I also like going to the website of Proverbs 31 ministries and reading the articles and information they have there.  Some people enjoy watching television ministries.  God offers us lots of ways to hear his Word if we choose to do it.  I do think that face to face relationships are the best, though.  As my husband says, "The best days to go to church are the days we really don't feel like going!"

 Another thing that I have allowed to take my focus is worry.  When we are using our energy on the "what ifs" we have none left for what is important.  This is one of the passages I prescribe for those who are dealing with this issue.
     Then Jesus said to his disciples: “Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat; or about your body, what you will wear.  For life is more than food, and the body more than clothes. Consider the ravens: They do not sow or reap, they have no storeroom or barn; yet God feeds them.  And how much more valuable you are than birds!   Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to your life?  Since you cannot do this very little thing, why do you worry about the rest?  Consider how the wild flowers grow. They do not labor or spin. Yet I tell you, not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these.   If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today, and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, how much more will he clothe you—you of little faith!    And do not set your heart on what you will eat or drink; do not worry about it.   For the pagan world runs after all such things, and your Father knows that you need them.  But seek his kingdom, and these things will be given to you as well.  Do not be afraid, little flock, for your Father has been pleased to give you the kingdom.  Sell your possessions and give to the poor. Provide purses for yourselves that will not wear out, a treasure in heaven that will never fail, where no thief comes near and no moth destroys. For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also."   
Luke 12:22-34

Worry seems to have a constant companion.  That companion is the devil.  The father of lies lurks around us waiting to gain a foothold.  He twists God's words and makes us doubt.  He brings up our past failures and tells us we are not good enough.  He encourages us to be unhappy with what we have and long for things we don't have.  He makes us unsatisfied and unfocused. He wants to bring death.  But the great news is that Jesus has conquered death.
    Since the children have flesh and blood, he too shared in their humanity so that by his death he might break the power of him who holds the power of death—that is, the devil— and free those who all their lives were held in slavery by their fear of death.     Hebrews 2:14-15

If you have been feeling out of sorts lately I suggest you take some time to stop and look at what has been happening in your life.  Like me I am sure you will find areas that you need to think about and adjust.  Let God help you get back into focus!




Sunday, September 2, 2012

Glory to God

I was angry!  When I was younger temper tantrums came easy to me.  I loved to cry, scream, kick things and my favorite-slam doors!  Over the years my temper has been reigned in but this past week I had myself a big old-fashioned one!  The news had not been good.  My sister's follow-up MRI from her pancreatic surgery earlier in the year showed a spot on her liver had grown quite a bit larger. Cancer-again.  That same kicked-in-the-stomach feeling had been handed to my family once more.  I was angry at the disease, angry that my sister would be going through chemo, angry that we had to feel this fear again and yes, I will admit it... I was angry at God.  I felt somewhat better after my sobbing had diminished.  I wanted to be mad at God still but I couldn't.  This is the reason why. When you spend time in God's Word it starts to sink into your brain.  Bits of it become remembered and even memorized.  You can't keep it from coming to the surface and getting in the way of those emotions you are having.  In fact, within seconds of hearing the news while I was at work I started humming a song called "Glorious".  Here is a stanza from that song.
 
     No one else above Him
     None as strong to save
     He alone has conquered
     The power of the grave.     (Glorious, Paul Bloche)

I wanted to let my emotions reign but after my tantrum had finished I kept coming back to truth I have learned and cannot ignore.  I wanted to compare my family's issues to a man named Job.  It seemed like we were constantly plagued with trouble.  But as I remembered the story it was obvious Job's life had been much worse.  Job had lost everything important to him in his life.  Not only did his health suffer but he had lost his income, his family, his friends, his servants.  He lost everything. But he also stayed firm in his faith of God.  When I take my eyes off myself and my family I see many others in this world suffering more than us. 

Another message that kept coming to me were the words of Jesus in the gospel of John.  He was telling the disciples about some of the things that would be happening before and after his resurrection.  These words are so valuable for us in this day and age.  

     I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace.  In this world you will have trouble.  But take heart!  I have overcome the world.                       John 16:33

God never promises us that life as a believer will be easy.  In fact he tells us the opposite!  But what we do have is the power of Jesus in us to help us get through these troubles.  I can make it through anything because in my weakness God's power becomes evident.  Over the years many people have asked how I have gotten through these days of cancer in my family.  My answer is always the same.  "My faith in God."

In this post I give glory to God for all he does for us and ask him to be with my sister as she starts her treatment this week.  I ask for strength and peace for her, her husband, the kids and the rest of her family and friends who are in this fight with her.  Please friends join me in continued prayers for her.  To my sister, Tammy, I give you these words to keep close to your heart!

I look up to the hills,
    but where will my help really come from?
My help will come from the Lord,
    the Creator of heaven and earth.
He will not let you fall.
    Your Protector will not fall asleep.
Israel’s Protector does not get tired.
    He never sleeps.
The Lord is your Protector.
    The Lord stands by your side, shading and protecting you.
The sun cannot harm you during the day,
    and the moon cannot harm you at night.
The Lord will protect you from every danger.
    He will protect your soul.
The Lord will protect you as you come and go,
    both now and forever!       Psalm 121